(no subject)
Oct. 13th, 2002 05:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ink_splotchI think me and my aunt had our first disagreement. today. And that hurt.
It's all because I'm too passive. Homecoming is coming up, and I should be getting hair and so on organised, but I'm not. Why? because I'm to scared to ask anyone if they'd come with me. Because it's all too unplanned. My one hope was that Ash would be going, but she's not. So, I'll have to figure something out. But that would require talking and asking. My biggest fear Oh, great. I know. I should pull myself together, and get over my fear. ha. Easier said than done. I hardly know anyone well enough to ask them to hold my coat for me, while I tie my shoelaces. How the fuck am I supposed to ask someone to get their hair done with me, go shopping for a dress with me? Fuck.
God, I hate myself sometimes....
It's all because I'm too passive. Homecoming is coming up, and I should be getting hair and so on organised, but I'm not. Why? because I'm to scared to ask anyone if they'd come with me. Because it's all too unplanned. My one hope was that Ash would be going, but she's not. So, I'll have to figure something out. But that would require talking and asking. My biggest fear Oh, great. I know. I should pull myself together, and get over my fear. ha. Easier said than done. I hardly know anyone well enough to ask them to hold my coat for me, while I tie my shoelaces. How the fuck am I supposed to ask someone to get their hair done with me, go shopping for a dress with me? Fuck.
God, I hate myself sometimes....
