If you were the last beautiful girl in the world

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I'm in this very strange mood. I *feel* like it's autumn, which I suppose it is, but I feel like autumn- slow-moving and nostalgic and searching for something. Or maybe waiting for something. I'm just...it's not quite being pensive, and I don't think it's melancholy, it's just...I feel sad and I don't know why, I guess. And I'm tired, homework's piling up and I just don't know. It's all strange right now, like I'm not quite all here.

Meanwhile, I think I have a Veronica Mars addiction. And there's a show perfectly suited for the mood I'm in.

ETA: And now I'm watching ER, Kerry just came out to her biological (and very Christian) mother and made this speech about the people you love, that you choose to love and now I'm crying. Dear hormones, stop. Thanks.

Comments

[myhappyface.livejournal.com]

That happens to me a lot this time of year, which is why I'm always so damn glad when summer rolls back around. In the meantime, though, I usually try to spend as much time as possible doing things that make me happy.

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

The saddest thing is that autumn, weather-wise, is my favourite time of year. I don't know quite what that says about me.

But beyond that, I think your way is possibly the only way to get through it.

[thevillainkelly.livejournal.com]

That... whole first paragraph. I really, really share those exact weird sort of feelings! I guess probably in different ways but, still, it was so strange to see it written in someone else's journal. So strange. So... autumn.

[lattara.livejournal.com]

It's alright, sometimes, not to be quite there. It's necessary in some fundamental way. And it will pass. It's not the whole of your life; it's not.

And we're all here.

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

It feels like it right now, though. But I know you're right (after all, when are you not? *grins*)

And I wouldn't be able to do this without you. *hugs*

[lattara.livejournal.com]

*hugs you back*

I'd be lost without you, too, so it all evens out.