Ranting: This is the rant that never ends......

[ink_splotch]

I hate Tahl
I hate Britney
I hate Bobbi
I hate Leia
I hate Liz
I hate Bella
I hate Buffy
I hate the fact that I hate almost every female character ever thought of because she's in the way of my two guys
I hate the fact that every couple I ship is two guys
I hate the fact that my friends think I'm a freak
I hate the way I become obsessed with something.
I hate the fact that my obsessions help me get through the day
I hate the fact that my obsessions are why my friends think I'm a freak
I hate the fact that I'm obsessed with slash
I hate the fact that just seeing JC and Lance look at each other makes me smile
I hate the fact that a single picture of Qui and Obi becomes a plotbunny
I hate the fact that they can save my day. Any time.
I hate the fact that Draco telling Harry he loves him makes me want to scream, dance and cry
I hate the fact that I have no control over my emotions
I hate the fact that I'm telling a stupid internet journal all this
I hate the fact that being gay isn't normal outside the internet
I hate the fact that the girl I'm in love with would be scared to hug me if she knew I was bi
I hate the fact that the mundane world is so slow and prejudiced
I hate the fact that I'm not normal
I hate the fact that I have no one to go to with these feelings
I hate the fact that no one accepts friends you meet on the internet as real friends
I hate the fact that no one really knows me, the real me
I hate the fact that theres not enough money to keep ff up
I hate the fact that FF is the only place where I can be myself
I hate the fact that I might never meet Tessie
I hate the fact that I sitting home alone crying and ranting to a computer
I hate the fact that I'm scared of the future
I hate the fact that no one will hear me cry

Comments

[shubassdk.livejournal.com]

Aww, Chris!! I wanna meet you, too!! (but technically we have met...)

And I think we all have our moments where we just have to get it all out about how much we have the world ::mutters something about biology...::

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[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

Lol.

I really really hope you do well on biologi!! And thanks for reading and commenting...sometimes a girl just needs a friendly ear-and shoulder...even if its just a..well...you know what I mean:)

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[shubassdk.livejournal.com]

Yeah... Well, thanks! And I will SMS you when I can (intet taletid)

And I know what you mean ;-)

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[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

Tsk tsk Tessie;)

Love the avie piccie thing!!