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Life is so deeply frustrating right now, and it's so me. I can't be bothered to do my homework, I am sorely tempted to skip school tomorrow. I have been snooty, hot headed and snapppy all day, with exceptions of bouts of extreme petulance. I don't know why I get like this, but I tend to trip over something and get into a funk. I want pity. I want time off. I want to not have to do my homework, I want to be someone else, and it fucking pisses me off. it pisses me off that I won't pull myself together, be it homework, school, weight or friendship. I have this fucking unapproachabilty sheild up, right here and no further, and I don't know how to remove it, or how to make it go away. Also, I'm way too shy to actually pull myself together at that point.

Argh. I am so fucking sick of myself. I just want to curl up and scratch until I have no skin left. I want out, I want this to stop, I want to have some sembelence of control.

In other news: Blah. I wonder if Fona2000 has Star Trek.

I'm off, no, not to do homework, but rather, to read slash to cheer myself up.

ETA: Welcome

yufang!!! This is Ina from my class, and she is most sweet, so everyone go be nice to her (If ever she actually posts ;-))!

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Oh, Chris. I know how you feel. Just hang in there, and you'll be on vacation in two days. Just *two days*. You can do it. I know you can.

Also, welcome

yufang!

Thank Sophie. You are too kind to my whiny self...

There is no such thing as being too kind. ::hugs you::

And I know how you feel, because that is exactly how *I've* felt all day.

Aw, you are sweet ::hugs back::

Aw, poor you! ::more hugs::: (I swear, Febuary is the Monday of monthes)

If we continue with this, it will be our mutual adoration society once again. But still, ::hugs you back::

Oh, it so is. Although I think it has more to do with the weather being all nice and stuff, and the holiday being only two days away. I know my skin itches like mad to relax. But first; Biology and Italian. ::sighs::

Yay! Adoration party!

I think it's frustration about the drop in my performance in class, the amount of homework I do, the fact that I haven't done my chem yet and the fact that I feel as if school is rapidly becoming futile. I feel fed up.

I will fetch the confetti and the balloons!

I think that all of what you'r describing is simply that you need a break where you don't think about school. We all need it, I suppose. Just... hang in there, alright?

You could tell your teachers that you aren't participating as much as you'd like because you aren't feeling well (it wouldn't be a lie). In my experience they just say "alright". They aren't inhumane.

::hugs you and sends you Freya::

I'll get chocolate and candy!

Probably.

I don't want to whine to my teachers. i feel like I should be able to pull myself together, you know?

::adores you!:::

I will mix the punch and invite the people!

I... wouldn't call it whining, and I don't think they'd see it as whinign, either. You have your off days, and they know that. Your telling them means that you're aware of it, and that you're haven't suddenly - I don't know how to express it, but this'll have to do - gotten worse. You need a break, and they've seen it many times before. They'll be understanding.

This really is turning into the mutual adoration society again. ::adores you right back!::

Woot!

You may be right, you know. Thank you! Is it indefinitely helpful to have a senseible person aroujnd ;-)

Hehe!

Part-ay!!!!!

Anytime, you know ;-)

::grins::

Well. At least you don't live up here. The winter break isn't until week 8...

How's that for cheering up? ;)

{{{{{{{{{{HUGS!!!!}}}}}}}}}}}

Argh! I don't think I'd cope.

:-D

{{{{{{{hugs back!!!!!!!}}}}}}}}}

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