*flails*

[ink_splotch]

Meep. *cries and cries and cries* Kieron, my poor, poor boy. And John Paul, oh god, John Paul. I just want to hug them both. So. Bad.

I'm vaguely worried how much this storyline is just hitting all my kinks, so much so that when I saw Kieron praying I may have made a very high-pitched sound that only dogs and small children can hear. And then the conversation - oh god, the conversation. And also, yes, when Kieron mentioned God testing him, I'm so glad that didn't go where I thought it was going to.

And now I really should watch the next part of this episode, except I'm afraid they're going to break my boys even more, and I'm not sure I'm emotionally prepared for that.

omg, why am i so involved in this story line? Also, my fic is totally been jossed, but I don't care because Kieron just broke my heart into tiny, tiny pieces.

ETA: re part 2: Oh, Kieron! *flail*

Comments

[lattara.livejournal.com]

I do not even know what to say to this post.

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

Meep.

(is it really that bad?)

[lattara.livejournal.com]

*grins*

Honey, I'm happy it makes you happy, okay?

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

I don't know about *happy*, exactly.

It does, however, seem to have made me productive. 3000 words of fic, what? (3000 words of CRACK fic, created as therapy to cancel out all the angst. It's a special world ;))

[lattara.livejournal.com]

Crack is supposed to be happy-making! *grins*

I'm on a bandom kick, myself, which is taking me to fun places. I just read one where the mc has dissociative identity disorder and all of his personas have sex with someone different. WRITE A STORY THAT HITS ALL OF SOFIE'S KINKS, you say? Well, WHY NOT!

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

Oh, I HEART bandom. It's, like, the answer to all your fandom needs. Ever. There's is literally something for everyone.

The real problem is that it's *bad* though - 3000 words of *bad* fic. With a good story trying to come out, which makes it worse. *despairs of self*

[lattara.livejournal.com]

It truly, truly is. Also? Pete Wentz is the little black dress of fandom. True fact! (he knows the last digit of pi!)

Who was it that said, it's only good if it sucks first? (Okay, maybe that was me.)

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

He so is! And the weird thing is, he works both as a slut, but also as part of an OTP. This is very weird to me and yet - Pete.

Actually, I'm editing what I've written so far and I'm kind of liking it. So maybe the real rule of writing is: spend a day away from it, then do the editing. It will seem better that way. *Ponders*

[lattara.livejournal.com]

Yeah! I mean, it's so *weird*, and he's so *pretty*, and he just... works.

And/or easier to see the mistakes in order to fix them?

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

Easier to see that the mistakes aren't all of the text. They're more fixable and less overwhelming.

[lattara.livejournal.com]

*nods*

BWAH

[flyingkestral.livejournal.com]

Rie..
*flail* the start, and the end, and the.. *flails*
fix them fix them fix them
x

Re: BWAH

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

Too much angst even for you?

*flails*

Re: BWAH

[flyingkestral.livejournal.com]

rie...

o, the message on your phone is mine :P xx