just around the riverbend - i look once more

[ink_splotch]

Well, I was in a good mood right up until I failed to fall asleep last night. And today's just gone from reasonably mundane to bad in a slow, gentle swerve.

In short, I am not down with life. I've been seesawing up and down emotionally since I got back to university, but my mind seems to have made a decision to stay on the negative curve today. Glorious. I hate Mondays.

My iPod is broken - it won't turn off, not even if I pause it and leave it, so I either need to get it to a repair shop (of which there are five in the entire United freakin' Kingdom) or restore to factory settings - definitely something I want to do. This is my shortest lived iPod yet, which is vaguely fucking impressive, considering the last one lasted four months. Seriously, what is with me and the damn things?

Then my seminar today...ugh. I'm so, so tired of having these stupid seminars where getting a discussion going is like pulling nails. Our teacher'll ask for an opinion, and everyone will sit and stare at their hands; I'll answer, or the teacher will ask someone for an answer, and then we start over. God. What are these people doing at university? They don't want to have an opinion, or speak in public, or write essays, or read these "boring" plays. Oh, and opposing another student's opinion? Terrible form. We're all just supposed to agree with each other, even though some of the opinions ventured have no logic to back them up and have nothing to do with the play, and I'm sick of it. Participate, dammit! We've yet to get through an entire play, just because people won't fucking talk. Ugh.

On the bright side, I've got Disney songs. This makes me happy. It also makes me want to write an essay about "growing up Disney", an analysis of the growing up that happens in the Disney Renaissance films, how growth is symbolized, etc. Disney, the outsider and the engagement situation. That sort of thing. And speaking of the Renaissance films, has anyone else noticed how radically different The Lion King is from the other films of the period? It's actually rather weird.

Also, apparently tonight I'm playing rugby. Which should be interesting. Until then, my headache and I are going to bed.

Comments

[lattara.livejournal.com]

Oh, honey. *pets* I'm sorry about your iPod, I really am. Maybe you should try something else, like maybe a Zen? They're uglier, but should be sturdier, I think.

God, people! Why are you at University if you won't fucking *participate*? If you don't want to be here, as my old high school teachers used to say, there are plenty of people eager to take your place.

And now I want you to write an essay on Disney. Oh, darling. I have so much love for you! ♥

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

Yeah, next time this one dies, I'm doing that. However, for now it seems to be working (it just likes to taunt me, I swear).

EXACTLY! God, and it's not even like English is spectacularly useful. Fuck over to management!

Me too! It would be good, if I had time for the research and the books and the films and *flails everywhere* However, not now. Maybe for graduate studies. *ponders*

[madfrog.livejournal.com]

Just wanting to drop in here and mention the fact that in this day and age, one probably has the same graduate chances with management as with english.

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

...really? What does have a good employmment rate these days? Economics?

[lattara.livejournal.com]

God, they're evil like that.

YES!

*applauds*

[vampirespider.livejournal.com]

They really are.

Geek is me, you know it!

[lattara.livejournal.com]

I do! *grins*