The thing is, most of the time I feel very, very invisible to adults - I've never really been to see my personal tutor and I don't normally talk to my lecturers, for whatever reason. And it kind of meant a lot that my lecturer even noticed I was upset (before I started crying) and *saw* me, if that makes any sense? I don't know. I guess it's partly because I'm so far away from home - it feels like I don't really have any adults in my life, and then today I suddenly did and it was nice.

I am babbling. I shall now instead stare at your icon. mmmm.